I’ve been struggling to know what to post for a few days now, there was nothing I felt like writing and I just felt like I was completely demotivated. So I think it’s time for a change. Today I am literally going to just type and see what comes out, I’ve had a lot on my mind over the past week and I really just don’t feel like reviewing a product or writing about anything beauty and fashion related. I feel like maybe that’s not me anymore.
I’m really, really struggling to produce new content. I can’t seem to think up any ideas that have depth, everything falls flat when I go to plan out the main body of the post. I really don’t understand why I seem to have lost my love for my blog and writing – I know that I’m completely exhausted because I’ve just started working full time so it could be to do with that. I was just so determined to post today to keep up with my schedule, but I wanted it to be something that would make me feel better. Usually all it takes is any sort of post to help, but I wouldn’t have felt fulfilled posting about superficial things.
Lifestyle posts are the ones I find trickiest to write, I struggle to make them make sense and I basically end up in a big mess because nothing fits and the paragraphs aren’t clear, but they also seem to be the ones that get the best response so in a way I also love writing them. I think my blog has very much become a flurry of posts that I think other people would find interesting, but you want to make sure that you enjoy writing and reading those posts too, and I don’t. I just procrastinate so that I don’t have to blog and I hate that, I want to love it and I want to want to post all the time. I want to go back to a time where I had too many ideas and was so excited about them all that I just wanted to post them all at once.
I’m not saying I want to stop posting about beauty and fashion, I suppose sometimes I enjoy them but right now I don’t wanna be anywhere near those topics. I want to do more fun things, like tag posts, I haven’t done a tag post in so long and I’ve been tagged in so many recently. I want to start doing book reviews because I’ve rekindled my love for reading, and I want to just get back to having fun with my blog. I’ve been so, almost professional with it and being like that sucks so I absolutely would not recommend it. Your blog should be your happy space full of fun things that you love, and I’m going to start working harder to make sure I love this little site.
I think this post was more for my benefit than yours – I wasn’t sure what I wanted in terms of my blog and writing it all out helped me clarify which direction I want to go in. A FUN one. I hope you’re all as excited as I am about the new content I’m going to start working on!